“Trust the wait. Embrace the uncertainty. Enjoy the beauty of becoming. When nothing is certain, anything is possible.”
Those eleven words are the most I’ve written all summer, and – obviously – I didn’t write them. It’s been a strange two or three months. I’ve felt like I’ve been in a trance of some kind. When I need to, I can accomplish something like doing the dishes after supper or going to a meeting, but I have not been able to write.
Rather than get frustrated or anxious, I’ve learned to ‘go with the flow’ and not question what’s going on. When I went back to school as an adult, the mantra among the professors and other students was ‘trust the process.’ Sometimes it was uncomfortable, but I did it then, and I’ve done it ever since. For some reason my body must need this rest, so I remind myself to ‘trust the wait.’
At the same time, I miss being here, I miss writing and the current stalled work-in-progress. So, after wracking my brain almost all summer for something positive to post here, at least on occasion, I may have had a mini-brainstorm a few minutes ago. I think maybe I burned myself out with the daily writing prompts of the Prompter Room, but so many folks responded positively to those posts I don’t want to stop them altogether.
Here’s what I’m going to try: I will post something much more simple, and only two to three times a week. The posts will consist only of a saying or quote or inspirational message – in other words, I won’t insert any of my own words that might get in the way.
If I had the technological expertise, I could dress up the words as a banner or poster with appropriate backgrounds and the like, but I can’t. Each post, then, might seem sparse and spare, especially compared to before – but maybe that’s a good thing.
Of course, if you’d like more wordage or encouragement, you’re always welcome to browse through the almost-year of earlier posts. And the tabs up in the menu bar are always available, too.
Thanks to everyone who’s stuck with me here, or followed me anew, through my summer of silence! I appreciate you all, and I hope this has been a good season for you in health and words and blessings. More soon!